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 you say, I’m just looking. annoyance ghosts the salesgirl’s practiced smile. well, call me if you want me. 
 looking at racks of silk dresses, imagining them as filled with body: yours. your body in green, tan, blue, all those yous their gestures slightly different in each color. 
 I am just looking. I came to look, not to touch, to batten on the desire to own, but not to, not to be disappointed in the fading, not to take home. 
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 the construction worker whistles her pants off. phwee! now there is the larger whistle whistling him off. where do we go from here: 
 to desire to have the forbidden, to touch it, to collect it, frame it, write your name on it. 
 look, look at the bird! an arc in air, a bright swerve of red. there is a cash register in space, you pay, you are given the bird, the cloud, the river. you say that only the blind are innocent. 
 a photograph is to have, the experience lacquered. here is a picture of a popsicle! its runny slush congealed for aye for eye. look where you’re going with that. 
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